re: sly - WFSTH
I came across this post⤻ and it really made me reflect on my own condition.
I don't really know why I go on at all sometimes. I did nothing all weekend. I didn't even get out of bed on Sunday until the afternoon. I was awake for probably 4 hours. In bed. Thinking 'why get up? There's nothing for me once I get up. I'm warm. I'm comfortable. I'm under no obligation to get up.' So I didn't. And when I did, I got up, ate, then sat at my computer for 10 hours. Then got back in bed.
I'm just waiting around for something horrible to happen. Whether it's someone dying or me getting sick or in an accident or fired or whatever. It can only be bad. Only bad things ever happen in life. If you want anything good in life, you have to do it yourself. But I'm too much of a passive coward to actually do anything with my life. So I just coast along, doing nothing, waiting for something terrible to happen.
Yours Truly,
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