My Life, Summarised
Lying in bed. Thinking about all sorts of nonsense in my life. And I think I stumbled upon a phrase to sum it all up in the most succinct way.
'I want to. I need to. But I won't.'
It's perfect. It's everything I've ever felt, and everything I've never done. All the things I ever wanted, that I should and could have done, but didn't. For one reason or another. Things that went un-realised. Like confessing to [redacted]. Or learning new skills. Or getting mental help. All of it. I'm so lazy, I'm so unmotivated, I'm so inept that I just let it pass me by.
Yours Truly,
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