"Just get out there"
How much must I do before I can "earn" a relationship?
People just tell me "put yourself out there". Well how much do I have to do? Here's a normal week for me. On Monday I go to the gym after work. Tuesday I play in a local sports league. Wednesday, back to the gym. Thursday, every other week I go to [redacted] for a game night with ~8 people. Friday I go for dinner with one of my friends. Weekends, I try to get together with my friends at least one day. Sometimes we'll play a round of disc golf. Every month or so, one will host a party with probably ~15 people. Some weekends are boring, but I have something to do on most.
So again, what more can I even realistically fit into my schedule? There's only time to do 1 thing a day that isn't work. Gym. Sports. Game night.
IDK man. I feel like it's just a lie at this point. People tell me this so that they don't have to just admit that I'm ugly/unlucky. They have no idea what they did to "earn" their chance to get married (some met in high school [I tried that, didn't work], some met in college, some met on a sports team, some met online) so they just say the broadest possible "advice" so that it can't be disproved.
I'm not sure why I write these entries anymore. It doesn't help. Nothing can help me at this point. I should stop fighting it and just resign to my fate. Maybe I should just get a dog.
Yours Truly,
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